Posted by bent on September 8, 2006, at 7:00:49
In reply to Intrusive thoughts identified... ***TRIGGER***, posted by Racer on September 8, 2006, at 0:29:24
Oh my gosh Racer! I do the same exact thing. It started from elementary school when I learned about a horrific way people were executed in medieval times. Ever since then I put myself in the place of someone being executed or tortured. I imagine the fear and the pain and it makes me sick. It so intrusive. It just wont go away sometimes. I swear I dont want to think these things but it just happens. I always felt like I was weird. I never knew anyone with similar thoughts. Just a few weeks ago I mentioned it to my T for the first time because the thoughts have been getting worse over the past six months. We havent talked much more about it because of more important issues that came up, but I know its on the agenda. I feel so stupid explaining it to her. I am sorry you experience this too. Its terrible. Can you link it to anything in your past?
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