Posted by Daisym on September 8, 2006, at 0:46:34
In reply to Intrusive thoughts identified... ***TRIGGER***, posted by Racer on September 8, 2006, at 0:29:24
You must have read something or seen something as a child - a movie, perhaps?
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When I was about 5, I was watching TV and saw some movie where a little girl is riding alone in the back of a limo. She is dressed in a winter coat, hat and a muff, all black. She is really little and alone. Some how I know her mother died and she is on the way to the grave site. Flash forward to her dreams of her mother's body decomposing, with really graphic, gross stuff - like magets, etc. (shudder) I've dreamed about this movie since then and I think about it too. I refuse to be buried, the thought creeps me out. Don't really like limos either.So you certainly aren't the only one. Sometimes you can push yourself to let go of it by allowing a full emersion and completion of the "what if" thought. But in this case, how could you guess what it would feel like? It does seem that one would go crazy prior to it, doesn't it?
Weird what triggers us, isn't it?
poster:Daisym
thread:684139
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