Posted by annierose on June 29, 2006, at 22:33:17
In reply to yesterday at the clinic **triggers**, posted by ElaineM on June 29, 2006, at 20:20:07
I logged tonight just to see if you had posted. I care and wanted to know how you were doing. I was sad to read the events of Wednesday. Please understand that we only want you to get the professional help you deserve. I know you want to protect him, but by doing so, you are not protecting yourself --- the very core of your self.
There are wonderfully gifted trained therapists out there. Believe your instincts. They are telling you something clear and LOUD --- that's why you reached out here asking those questions. You know. You know.
Follow Falls advice and call a bunch of therapists. Ask them if they do long term work AND if they were able to maintain a confidential situation until you had the strength to carry through.
I imagine that if you terminate with your T, he is likely to become angry. He doesn't really want to see you become healthy. He doesn't have your best interests at stake.
Please keep posting. Let us be one part of your support system. It won't be easy. It will be one of the hardest things you have ever done for yourself. I think you can do it.
Thinking of you, please keep safe.
Annierose
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