Posted by wishingstar on June 14, 2006, at 11:45:43
In reply to Re: the decision » wishingstar, posted by Dinah on June 14, 2006, at 9:09:27
Yes, that made sense. Once you have permission, it's easier to relax... knowing it's there if you need it. That's a good point.
I scheduled an appointment with my old T today for the 27th. I talked a little more about that in my response to Daisy.
I'm considering calling my current T today, but I cant decide. I'm very afraid that she'll say no, or that her tone will say no at least. This woman has boundaries like no one I have ever seen before. And secondly, I guess I really havent forgiven her or rebuilt the trust after she didnt call when she said she would during my crisis a month or so ago. Asking for anything outside sessions is VERY scary... I'd rather just not have it than have it be refused. I guess that's a fear built out of my family growing up (you wont ever get what you ask for), but it's real too, given what happened the first time I asked her. I should probably give her a second chance, I know...
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