Posted by B2chica on June 8, 2006, at 9:11:36
In reply to Re: my life will never be the same...a good way » B2chica, posted by Larry Hoover on June 7, 2006, at 15:03:45
first, THANK you all so very much for your support...i really need it. it's different to get it from people who have an idea of the things your REALLy fearful of. you know, typically people think oh she's afraid she won't be a good mother, well, you all know i'm just afraid i'll be like mine...
thanks for the words of encouragement.
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>>It's okay to be ambivalent. It's okay to wonder if you're ready. The gods thought you were ready.>>I swore I'd never have children. I swore that I'd break that cycle, even if it meant I didn't reproduce. But I was a Big Brother for six years. And they taught me how to be a good dad. And I won Big Brother of the Year. It didn't matter, though. I was still very scared to become a father, at 34.
thanks Lar you don't know how much those words mean.
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thanks so much muff. i forget you have kidos. that makes me happy. i agree with the amnio, im too scared it would hurt things worse.
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Hi FW. i guess my fears especially about the vaginal ultrasound is that it would be triggering to me (regarding past SA). especially if they want to keep that thing inside me for more than 30 seconds. that's why the pap i can get through cuz it doesn't last long. but i'm worried that something like the vag US will take a while...
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