Posted by B2chica on June 7, 2006, at 14:16:53
well, it seems my life is changing big time. i just found out i'm pregnant.
now this is/should be good news as my hubby and i were trying. luckily i didn't have to start on hormones as my doc suggested.
this has just been bringing up a lot of unsettled feelings and i hope you can bare with me cuz i have a feeling cr@p's gonna be hitting the fan soon.now my pdoc knew we were trying and was concerned that i wasn't seeing a T. so he suggested one that he knew, i found out that her specialty area is with post-partum(SP?) dpression and such. so this might be good. i might stay with her a while.
i do have some concerns about the upcoming primary exam though. **trigger** starts.
although i normally get through regular pap exams ok i'm worried about this one. they say it's VERY thorough. plus i just read where the ultrasound is often a vaginal ultrasound????? this REALLY scares me. and i'm kind freaked out by it. has anyone been through this? what's it like?
not to mention ALLLLLLLLL the 'mother' issues i've got going on. but after all that, i know i'm happy about this, i mean it's what we wanted...it's just hard. i guess i just wish i could skip the pregnancy part and just have the kid...if that makes sense.b2c
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