Posted by happyflower on June 1, 2006, at 19:19:11
In reply to Re: Please be honest, should I leave my T ? » happyflower, posted by milly on June 1, 2006, at 16:39:08
Hi Milly,
I do what to stay with him, I just was wondering if I as being an idiot or something. I think it is a good thing, as painful as this has been, for me to hit this wall before the end of the therpy. I can work it out with him, my hurt, my disapointment, and hopefully come out of therapy learning something from it.
But it is hard, and I know I will need a lot of support, but I think I might be getting into probably the most honest difficult emotional stuff. Maybe I needed this blowup to break through the wall of my own resistance. Maybe this is my catalist to help heal me. I acted horrible torwards him, I quit, and then he still took me back. So I guess this had to happen at some time or another. Mabye I needed to get this hurt and angry to open up those stuffed down feeling from my past. Thanks Milly for your post.
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