Posted by Dinah on March 31, 2006, at 20:33:34
In reply to Re: of course i need to take back everything i sai » annierose, posted by Dinah on March 31, 2006, at 20:12:46
I haven't mentioned to my husband that I'm trying to decide if this is worth divorcing. Especially if he hasn't exhausted all possibilities to stay here.
I haven't mentioned that I'm trying to decide if this is worth killing myself over. I joke about it sometimes. I ask if xxx is a fate worse than death. Which is, I guess, my way of saying that I'm struggling with suicidal ideation. Or not struggling with it, depending on where I am at the moment.
Because some of the time, it's not really an issue, and other times it is. And I don't want to distress him. And I hate fights.
I've told him (and my son has told him) that we want to stay here. I don't want to need to tell him more than that. Shouldn't that be enough?
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