Posted by Poet on March 7, 2006, at 14:23:05
In reply to When there's no place to focus upset, posted by Racer on March 7, 2006, at 13:20:37
Hi Racer,
When there's no place to focus, I turn it all inward and blame myself.
<< I have all this emotion built up -- but it feels as though it's blocked, it can't come out "I'm angry with my mother for failing me."
My problem is that anger builds up until I do explode and generally take all the anger out on the wrong person. My mother would never get how her ignoring an obvous and coddling my abusive brother damaged me.
My T tries to get me to talk to myself at different ages. You're 12 what would you say to yourself knowing what you know as an adult. What would you say to the adults who ignored or were ignorant of your situation?
By the way I hate role playing, so I have to look at it as writing a screenplay. Too bad the title Mommy Dearest is all ready taken.
I'll try to come up with other things. I'm at work and afraid I'll get caught on babble.
Poet
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