Posted by muffled on February 5, 2006, at 23:34:32
In reply to Re: ((((((alexandra K)))))))))))))) » alexandra_k, posted by Damos on February 5, 2006, at 23:09:41
Oh Alex................
My heart hurts..........
They like you because you are kind and want to help others.
They like you Alex for being Alex.
That world you being mixed up in. With its codes, and stuff. Its sh*t Alex. Its bad.
Some of the people, like you are ok. Some mebbe only a little bad. Some don't care bout nothing but themselves. And while they may follow 'the code' to a point, you know damn well if they think they can get away with something they will do it. They only follow the code cuz they have to or get jumped out.
Seems like this move, while hard, may be perfect. To get out. And don't get sucked into it elsewhere.
It seems like there's ethics in that world.
But its all an illusion.
Oh Alex. Please, please, please, can you think mebbe of getting out?
Like I can talk.
I'm out, but what do I do when I stressed......walk around downtown.....cuz thats where I feel normal.......sigh.
But I'm out.
And damn glad of it.
Took along time for the stench to come off me.
Still kinda clings to my psyche.
I'm proly being stupid and preachy sh*thead.
Just try to see that world for what it REALLY is......
Take specialcare Alex, really.
Cuz your special.
Muffled
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