Posted by crushedout on January 26, 2006, at 19:04:28
In reply to Re: p.s. » crushedout, posted by gardenergirl on January 26, 2006, at 14:56:30
I've started countless letters to her but most of the time writing them sends me into such a crying jag that i can't finish. I think I finished one or two but never sent them. Reading one to my current T is a good idea.The idea of having my current T talk to the old one is a really interesting thought but I could never do it. I would feel too much like I'm giving over control to them. Icky.
Thanks, gg--at least it's good to know I'm wanted here.
This whole thing is so confusing. Today I found out more stuff about my current T by doing internet research. I found out when her mother died (found the death notice), her mother's name, her siblings' names, her father's name, and her kids/neices/nephews' names. The whole thing made me feel kind of sad and wistful about the current T, which I think is a little bit of a relief because at least it takes my mind off T1.
Out of the frying pan, into the fire.
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