Posted by happyflower on November 12, 2005, at 7:38:30
In reply to Re: Happyflower » happyflower, posted by Susan47 on November 10, 2005, at 23:32:07
Hi Susan, I just want to say that I appreceiate your comments on all of this, I am listening to you and your concerns.
I do know a lot about him, a lot of personal stuff too about him and his family. But he doesn't know everything about me, after all he only see's me for a short time every month. He knows some really bad stuff from my past, but so does other people.
I do believe that if our relationship would completly end, the healing I did about my past will still stay healed, after all I did it , with his help, but I am the one who did the work.
I don't know where this relationship will lead. I feel I do know my heart, and I have a good idea about what love is. I have had love in my life, so I know what it feels like. I can't say I am in love with him, but I do know it feels like the beginnings of it, mutually. Maybe it will never play out in real life. In fact it probably won't there is so much going against us, but it doesn't change my feelings.
I am not a despareate women, if my marriage fails, and I don't have a relationship with my T, I will be okay, and move forward with my life. No man is worth more to me than me.
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