Posted by happyflower on November 10, 2005, at 9:24:13
In reply to Happyflower, posted by Susan47 on November 9, 2005, at 23:08:44
Hey! I am still here, my mind is still in a bit of a fog from last night concert. But I am going to take this slow. There is a lot to consider about all of this, and I am not one to make fast decisions on all of this.
I don't feel like I am being used, I actually feel good about all of this. I will tell him my feelings when I am ready to do it and when I am certain exactly what it is I am feeling. I do know for sure is that I like him a lot and enjoy his company a lot. If we were both single, it would be a great start to a relationship. But we aren't so it is very complicated.
I think he does have some feelings for me, but he is such a good T, and very respected by the community in a lot of areas, I dought he will risk that to be with me, regardless on how he feels. This is what I am expecting to happen.So if we were meant to be, then we will be together, maybe it might be a long time from now. All I know is that we do share *something special* between us. I don't know if it will be anthing more that what we have now. But right now, it feels good to me, I enjoy the flirting, and I am being careful. I am ALWAYS very careful in my life, this is one of the first times I feel like throwing all caution to the wind, and go with my heart. In the end, if all he can be to me was a therapist who helped me greatly in my life, I will still feel good about knowing him, even if I can't have everything I want. Thanks for caring about me, it means a lot. I will still post about this, because you all have been a great help to me. I just don't want to upset anyone. :)
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