Posted by daisym on November 8, 2005, at 17:34:39
In reply to Re: I'm afraid (slight trigger) » daisym, posted by Shortelise on November 7, 2005, at 1:48:13
I've thought a lot about what you wrote, but how do you know you are in the healing forest and not moving into the one of madness? Sometimes I feel like I'm coming apart.
It's grief -- deep old, frozen grief that thaws and feels real again. I'm not sure I'm on this journey from a position of strength, but rather a need for survival and recovery of my core self. There is a lot to take in and a lot to learn.
I will take you up on the offer to hold your hand in the darkness. I still find it very scary in here.
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