Posted by Susan47 on October 30, 2005, at 13:03:05
In reply to Re: I Can't Believe It » Susan47, posted by allisonross on October 30, 2005, at 10:27:27
You remember me thinking he gets his good feelings from being helpful to others? Now I believe, and I could be wrong, anything is possible of course, but.. I believe he gets good feelings from sexualizing the relationship between himself and some of his patients.
Get this. I like to sit with my feet up, cross-legged, when I'm uncomfortable I make conscious efforts to relax, like stretch my arms up and back and breathe in allowing my rib cage to expand .. he used to stare and make notes of these behaviours, as though they meant something different. And he used to Pointedly Stare when I sat cross-legged, I remember one time in particular, straight and directly at my crotch. Probably wondering what it looks like under the fabric. Which is okay, if we were in a romantic relationship. Which of course I longed to be. But which we weren't.
Ally I feel sorry for him. :(
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