Posted by Susan47 on October 27, 2005, at 19:38:37
In reply to Re: Susan:I'm sorry this is becoming more, posted by allisonross on October 27, 2005, at 7:41:52
Your true voice is coming out. Are you being a helper? Thanks, Ally, I like that about you and I like to think I can be that too, don['t you really love the idea that people're better because of knowing you? I love that feeling, it's more than an idea, and some days the idea is still overwhelming me because of its' new-ness. I've never felt this smart (that feels terrible to say that about myself.. it's very nervy)
I've never felt this beautiful (okay, maybe just appealing)
I've never felt this physically and mentally whole, yet totally, also, split apart. Because all these bits of me that are growing still have to come together, and see what other people see. What they see is lovely, I like it, and I move more and more towards it the more they see all the good things I wish to be ...
Ally, do you think I'm sick?
poster:Susan47
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