Posted by B2chica on October 3, 2005, at 10:15:31
In reply to Re: abusers » lostforwards, posted by Poet on October 1, 2005, at 12:42:18
i'm with poet on this one. my abuser(s) included my brother and like frida said i think he viewed me as an object not as a person. i was his personal experimental toy. and he and his friends could do what they pleased. somtimes it's like he lead the others to do the things to me, he was RIGHT THERE and didn't stop things. i still feel numb saying this, not hate, not disugust, not hurt...just numb. i think he may remember but he's never tried to make amends and his personality pretty much acts like he does No wrong and he's the smartest person in the world.
yes my brother was mother's little angel, i almost always got the blame. and i 'knew' if i said anything i would get whipped and blamed (as my brother would tell me).i think some are aware but don't see it as abuse, almost like they don't understand how it can even be considered abuse.
b2c.
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