Posted by kerria on September 17, 2005, at 23:01:45
In reply to Re: T says he's sorry. That's all :( » kerria, posted by fairywings on September 17, 2005, at 8:14:26
hi fairywings,
Thank you for encouraging me to find another T. i do want to try and find another one but some of my parts are too attached to T- my littles like him because he's the only one who talks to them.
They're so troubled now at all the things going on. They don't know why the body is in pain and i can't tell them. i have to try to remember to keep on top of pain medicine so we don't get in pain.it's so difficult. we're so alone in the struggle and parts see T so many different ways. It's been too hard to do therapy though because there isn't the trust. Every session there's mostly just crying and not much anything else.
i can never be understood by anyone . Always when i try to explain how it really is people think the opposite. There's too many parts coming to talk. It's so hard to be so misunderstood. i wish that i had friends. It seems like everyone just mostly sticks together. i've posted to others but not telling them what they need to do or critical things like i heard here , especially when i can't do it and parts of me want to.It makes me hate my parts when people tell me critical things. It hurts a lot.
Parts are divided about leaving T. That stops me from finding another T.
tears,
kerria
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