Posted by kerria on September 18, 2005, at 8:06:31
In reply to Re: T says he's sorry. That's all :(, posted by fairywings on September 18, 2005, at 6:57:15
It so difficult to do anything when you have parts of you that you can't communicate with.
This is the problem. No one can help. i need to try to commununicate somehow that it would be better for all inside if we find a new T or that T would find us a new T- even that would hurt a lot because we would feel so abandoned.
i was able to find a new T (a good T, someone speaking at the ISSD conference) once and then my parts needed to see T1 again and T2 was upset and terminated.
Thank you, fw, rs and JenStar. it's so hard to come in here. Please don't say you're sorry- even that has turned into a triggering thing because when T said it he meant that he wouldn't change to be more caring and supportive to help me.
please just forget it. i'm switching a lot and it feels bad for me to read my writing here.
everything is so hard.Take care,
kerria
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