Posted by pinkeye on June 9, 2005, at 18:12:51
In reply to Re: My thereapist asked me to read this today as well » pinkeye, posted by Tamar on June 9, 2005, at 17:52:25
Thank you Tamar. You have been so very helpful to me. Thanks a lot.
Even mild form of CSA like I had (my therapist actually thinks it is pretty profound, but I disagree), is so awfully hard. I think the sexuality related problems are the hardest to overcome. The feelings of hatred towards your own body is the extremely hardest to get rid of in my own experience. And the self guilt and blame. I feel everyone would blame me - my father, my hsuband, even my ex T, if I tell them about it. I feel only women would understand the significance of what happens. Men would probably just ignore. I think that is why even my ex T didn't reply. He would have just blamed me.
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