Posted by Tamar on June 9, 2005, at 17:52:25
In reply to My thereapist asked me to read this today as well » B2chica, posted by pinkeye on June 9, 2005, at 12:47:42
> And I didn't even mention that I knew this book. I was crying in the whole session today about how my body feels so very uncomfortable to me and alien and how much I hate my own body, how I feel so bad etc.. and she started digging deeper and I started crying and cryting thourhg the whole session going over everything that happened with my dad. I kept defending him and saying he was inncoent and well intentioned, but she said that it is csa. I hate to hear that. But I guess I have no choice now. She asked me to read this book - that it is needed very much for me. So now I am trying to figure out what to do.
Oh pinkeye. I'm sorry to hear you had such a hard time in session.
I can really identify with the idea of hating one's body... it was the thing I talked about most in my therapy.
There are people here who can understand better than I can what it means to think of your childhood experiences as csa. Even so, I'm thinking of you and hoping you're getting through it.
Keep taking it one hour at a time...
(((((pinkeye)))))
Tamar
poster:Tamar
thread:508459
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20050606/msgs/510161.html