Posted by shrinking violet on May 20, 2005, at 16:17:10
In reply to i wore her out, posted by shrinking violet on May 20, 2005, at 16:11:29
I just remembered....
.....i told her i loved her. I made her an audio cd, about a half hour of my blatherings, thanking her for things, etc, things I would have wanted her to know but knew I could never bring myself to say in person. At the end, I told her I'd miss her and that I loved her. And the card I gave her at our last session, I signed it "love."
Maybe that was it? The final straw.....?
:-(
Stupid, I shouldn't have done that. I've never said it to anyone before (well, I've said it back to the handful of people who have said it to me, but usually just to be polite, and I've NEVER said it first to anyone). I'll never make that mistake again, certainly.
Something about me, there's somethiing...People can give to me but....they can't take it. It's like what I give them is rotten or spoiled in some way.
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