Posted by Daisym on May 1, 2005, at 14:48:01
In reply to Re: I wish things weren't so hard » daisym, posted by fallsfall on May 1, 2005, at 10:53:56
Thanks for the push Falls. I know I have to go. Most of me wants to go. I like the analogy of preschool. It did make me smile though. My mother would never have allowed the tears or any other expression of the fears. Which is why I clung to my brother. Maybe that is why I can't comfort that part of me yet.
It is upsetting that these really old feelings are so powerful. It is eerie and weird how the present keeps mirroring the past. I feel manipulated by the universe. I know we unconsciously set things up so that we can redo things to master them, but this is ridiculous!
I promise to go though.
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