Posted by Daisym on April 25, 2005, at 10:37:52
In reply to Re: Using Therapy » daisym, posted by fallsfall on April 25, 2005, at 9:09:35
yes, but...
The fear is I will just cry. The fear is I won't be able to talk for holding back the tears. The fear is it will be a bunch of insensitive complaining about a husband who is sick and how "I'm" the one who is suffering. I feel like a heel. (Note: NOT heAl...)
Maybe part of it is the uncertainty of sessions this week. But mostly it is this huge tidal wave of emotions that have been held and damned up for so long. I'm afraid I'll be washed away as they cut loose.
I guess when it comes right down to it, I'm afraid to feel.
(will you go with me?)
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