Posted by shrinking violet on March 23, 2005, at 16:34:04
In reply to :-( haven't heard from her.....should I resign???, posted by shrinking violet on March 23, 2005, at 9:18:44
I've been sobbing for over an hour.....I'm not sure what brought it on, but I started thinking of my T all of a sudden, and all of the possible reasons why I haven't heard from her and, well, it snowballed from there.
What if I never see/speak to her again? What if I've managed, yet again, to mess up one of the few close relationships I've had with people? Why do I drive everyone away? Why am I "too much?" Why do I always seem to make things worse, the more I try to make them better?
And I'm so so so so sorry.....I wish you could hear and see me right now, my T, I'm so so SO SORRY......
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