Posted by Susan47 on March 18, 2005, at 13:07:15
In reply to Dissipated, into the Ethereal, posted by Susan47 on March 18, 2005, at 12:57:10
Well, now, it seems a good thing I asked for those things back, because I can see now, yes I can see clearly where my letters and notes were asking for help, sheesh, but they're so roundabout, there's nothing concrete in them, nobody I mean, who could get a fix on somebody with self-esteem that was so BAD??? I was absolutely pathetic in my attempts to have him support me. Absolutely pathetic. Oh, man. Poor, poor me. I had no idea, honestly, I had no idea how it all sounded. It was just stuff I had to say, stuff that made me feel relief when put down and away. But it probably would've been better if he'd left them all unread. I think so, for him, you know, because wow, he could never charge enough money for accepting all those silly notes and letters.
But I can't dislike myself, because I'm not that person. I'm this person. This person is STAYING damn it. NOW DO YOUR HOMEWORK SUSAN!!!!!!
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