Posted by daisym on March 15, 2005, at 1:16:00
In reply to Re: This has more me more freaked out than I thought » daisym, posted by Shortelise on March 14, 2005, at 20:33:30
I want to answer each and everyone of you but I need to go to bed. I've been traveling/working since 5am. But I love all the supportive words and I'm taking them in as much as I can.
I didn't call my therapist but he called tonight just to touch base. We only had 5 minutes but it was enough to get calm and to set up a time for tomorrow. I sort of thought I should make it for the whole week but I sorta know I can't. So I'm caving into it. I'll try to talk to him about all this when I get back. Tomorrow I think needs to be sheer support for other stuff.
I find sleeping alone in hotel rooms disturbing these days. I guess i just don't feel secure. I'm glad i can log on here and read or post if I need to.
Thanks for answering for him, ShortE. He would smile, I'm sure. He has said straight out that he has encouraged the attachment, as much to keep me in therapy as well as to provide a deep connection to keep me together when things get shaky. He does seem to think he knows what he is doing. It's still hard though.
I'm sending you all out a super big hug. I wish you were actually here to keep me company. I feel very young and sort of lost. I find I'm wishing for my stuffed animal too...
*sigh*
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