Posted by gardenergirl on November 22, 2004, at 23:59:29
In reply to Re: Preverbal pain, includes possible trigger, posted by Shortelise on November 21, 2004, at 20:29:07
> I am assuming she did as all massage therapist I've seen who do that kind of work, and made certain that you were covered as she did the leg movements.
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> To allow one's self to be so open, so trusting is huge and very frightening, don't you think?Yes, she went out of her way to make sure I was covered. And yes, to be so trusting is scary, especially once you start to worry about "what if". (shudders) Even that tiny .05 percent chance that she might not be trustworthy is enough to give pause. Which is not like me, but I suppose IS reality.
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> When I am in that perverbal stuff, I just have to feel it, be "in" it. It is so painful sometimes. I sometimes rock myself in the rocking chair. Little by little it grows into something I can talk about.You know, I have a rocking chair, that used to be in the house where I grew up. I may try that.
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> I got my foot caught in the spokes of my sister's bike when I was little, and a massage therapist I'd been seeing for about a year and whom I trusted was massaging it and I lost it completely.Wow, it's fascinating how the body can react, isn't it?
Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
gg
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