Posted by Dinah on August 24, 2004, at 20:28:38
In reply to What is the point of being genuine?, posted by Dinah on August 21, 2004, at 10:34:18
And for a few therapies to come, I think. :) Next time I'll print out this thread and discuss some of the concepts with him.
I still think the main problem is I'm looking for a way to effectively kill myself without causing any harm to others, the way an actual suicide would. By going back into deep hiding, and leaving only a superficial shell, I'll be effectively ending the pain of dealing with the world (and its inevitable losses), and I want to convince myself that no one will care. Because no one did last time. I don't mean that in any self pitying way. It's a completely accurate assessment of the situation. I think my therapist was the first person who noticed that anything was missing.
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