Posted by corafree on August 7, 2004, at 20:11:38
In reply to Re: Borderline Personality Disorder/Effexor/Suicidal » Corafree, posted by terrics on August 7, 2004, at 10:17:27
Yeah, the more I learned about borderlines, the more scared I got. Then to commit to this program was stressed so firmly by my counselor and that scared me. So I've met someone, you, who has it too??? Yeah, I wondered if I was ready, ya know w/ the grief and pain and stuff, and thought about hospitalization and looked into it last night and a week ago, but they are always full, and when the people I'm talking to find out that I'm scheduled to begin DBT in two weeks, they act like they don't want to hospitalize me anyway. See I kind of thought I should be more stable before i begin, but maybe they like you coming in with massive anxiety, because that it what they work with and even provoke, right? I've avoided you'alls followups. Start getting upset, ya know, it's all so real. Boy was I the great pretender. Tks and I am keeping your address.... cf
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