Posted by Dr. Bob on August 8, 2004, at 1:47:41
In reply to SORRY TO JUMP IN - BUT HELP PLEASE?! « corafree, posted by Dr. Bob on August 6, 2004, at 22:42:29
Re: SORRY TO JUMP IN - BUT HELP PLEASE?! » Normal Again
Posted by corafree on August 7, 2004, at 22:25:25
In reply to Re: SORRY TO JUMP IN - BUT HELP PLEASE?!, posted by Normal Again on August 6, 2004, at 22:07:25
I'm glad you jumped in. Well there are a lot of people that won't be disappointed that I cut-off my relationship with them because they are not supportive. I have upcoming grief and pain groups on my calendar. See a state doc about being on the same dose of Effexor for 4 mos. next Wed. Did want to go inpatient for a week or so but they are full. You know this anxiety is killing me. I just read something very upsetting on iVillage. People with histrionic personality disorder (and I'm not sure if that's the one I have) should not be rescued. That makes me feel bad, because just last night I called CRISIS for help. You brought that to mind when you said I have to help myself. While my Dad was alive I always knew there was someone out there that loved me. I think just knowing someone loved me gave me the strength to always help myself. With him gone, the strength seems to have gone, and I really really am as weak as a newborn lamb. My computer shuts me out of my internet provider each time I read a message, so if anyone else is reading this, I'm sorry I can't get back to you right now, but it's getting dark here and since it's Sat night and all, I just want to be alone, but I will think about what help you are giving me and 'anxiously' pray for the 'arch'angels. Two mgs of Klonopin gets my hopes up and does not bring my anxiety down. I try to use visualization and breathing. I need to lie down. tks normal? again cf
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Re: Comments » Louoicu81
Posted by corafree on August 7, 2004, at 22:35:14
In reply to Comments, posted by Louoicu81 on August 6, 2004, at 22:26:19
I know they can't help me. No, they do not support me. My father did, but he has passed away. Not even my mother has called me once. It has been six months since I lost my father, my best friend. I have four sisters and a brother that are also too busy to talk to me. They supported me when Dad was alive, but no more. I just wish I could have dissed them, before they dissed me (I know that's a horrible thing to say...sorry God). bye&tks cf
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