Posted by crushedout on April 4, 2004, at 10:27:02
In reply to premeditating SI (caution may trigger), posted by crushedout on April 3, 2004, at 22:13:28
I feel like i've already begun to dissociate. I don't know what I'm feeling and I don't know how to express the pain. I don't even think I'm in touch with it now because I'm numb. Or more just depressed.and even if i could find the words, they would never be able to get across what i want to get across. it feels like si is the only way. and i know this must be a fallacy but it's what it feels like. also i want to si now to sort of "wake myself up" because i'm feeling dissociated. i guess to make myself feel something.
poster:crushedout
thread:332291
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