Posted by Estella on May 7, 2006, at 0:19:35
In reply to Re: Estella, posted by Deneb on May 7, 2006, at 0:10:47
> Sometimes people don't give us what we need. Sometimes we have to ask for it, even if it makes the help seem less sincere. I do that a lot...ask for support. I like to think the support is genuine.
Yes. You have learned how to ask for support in the time you have been here. You used to try and get it with dramatic titles like "i'm going to kill myself" but now you have got the hang of asking more directly. :-)
That is a huge step... Why? Because it is as you said: If you have to ask... Then it seems less genuine. I understand. I had to learn to ask too.I don't know. I express pain. Sometimes that is the best I can do. But sometimes I can't express it in words. Sometimes I can. But other times I can't. All I can do is try and get other people to understand... How? By evoking the same feeling in them. I don't know why it is like that sometimes. It backfires always. But I can't find the words I can't find the words. And so I hurt when I'm hurting and I get blocked when I'm hurting 'cause I can't find the words. And sometimes ones sickness... Well ones sickness means one isn't fit for human company 'cause people have enough of their own hurts without being exposed to mine.
And there it is.
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What is love Deneb?
poster:Estella
thread:640823
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