Posted by undopaminergic on April 24, 2020, at 5:17:43
In reply to Re: Starting Cocaine XR next week, posted by Lamdage22 on April 24, 2020, at 4:33:09
> True, luckily, the weight gain problem is minimal at the time. I have lost 22 pounds in the last 6 months. I would have lost more, but i had an injury and dieting without resistance exercise is wasting your muscles.
>Probably. I've lost 10 kgs recently, with only walking as an exercise. That is 5 kg too much relative to my goal.
> So I put the diet on hold. And it is also a question of how i want to be remembered.
>Not sure what you mean.
> I guess I was never THAT depressed.
If you say so. I was never *THAT* depressed either. I was depressed enough to find reason to do what I did, including use stimulants.
> And you were probably never THAT psychotic.
I was paranoid delusional and hallucinating. That's pretty psychotic. But that was only for a short time. I suppose what you're trying to say is that my problems with psychosis were mild in comparison to yours. That is true from what I can tell.
> I guess there are no easy answers with all powerful drugs, wether they are Neuroleptics or controlled substances. But you have to respect the controlled drugs and not take it lightly.
>I like to say don't take *life* too seriously: you won't get out alive!
> You can go up to 400 pounds with Neuroleptics, or you can end up smoking crack 15 times a day and living on the streets when you do stimulants. So it is best to stay vigilant that you are not heading in that direction.
>Or you could end up under a bus. Life is full of risks, but nevertheless, we got *this* far, didn't we?
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