> Kat for real? I don't picture you are a homeless person though. You seem to be catastrophising like I do. I'm sorry. Phillipa
Yep, I was catastrophising, I'm real good at that. Sorry to write such a scary email. I ended up taking an extra Focalin b/c I was unbelievably down and it did the trick and made me feel better. But I can't keep taking that much of the Focalin. I'm so fed up and worried. Ritalin is truly the only thing that works for me, and sometimes it doesn't work at all, or other times it works for just a couple of hours. I don't see how I can live like this long term. I really have tried every antidepressant available, and none of them work, or they work but only for a few days. My brain is determined to keep my positive neurotransmitters at very low levels no matter what. I'm really down and upset about it. Sometimes I really am ready to give up :(
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this signature | Show by default | Change to hide (next time)Ive got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain