Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 8, 2008, at 10:34:39
In reply to Re: Feeling apathic on Dextroamphetamine - straight up, posted by bleauberry on November 6, 2008, at 18:23:21
You know, i finally realized, i've been on Ritlin, Strattera, and Adderall, Vyvanse(just recent). Dextroamphetmaine istself, calms me down, but causes my thinking to be either lowered and "orderly", but it also causes an effect that it suppresses "life" emotion, i look depressed on Low doses of Dexedrine, because i've concluded low doses stimulate only to a certain extent of the brain, D2, not D3.
In the past....60mg of Adderall made me active, but this is really funny, when i was on 40mg of Dextroamphetamine, i became, more direct, but not "jittery" like adderall. Adderall would cause horrible "skin" "heart" "eye dialotion" irrations, and thinking of the Generic brand of Adderall (MIXED AMPHETAMINE SULPHATE) is gross.
In the past, if Benzedrine was brought back, (50%dextroamphetamine/50%levoamphetamine), i could not take it. Levoamphetamine causes more activity in attention, and being aware of things around you. Dextroamphetamine is more thinking, focused, and helps with derailed thinking (in my case), and the only anxiety it would cause, would be mental anxiety, levoamphetamine causes psychical anxiety itself. Believe me, i was Adderall (MIXED AMPHETAMINE SULPHATE) from 1997-2005. Ritilin, which i was on in 1996 (2nd grade) i just rerember, it suppressed emotions and just caused focus, it didnt really have the stimulation amphetamine does. But amphetamine releases nuerotransmitters, and also blocks the reptake...
Rilitin on the the other hand, also as Wellbutrin only blocks the reptake. Which, west wrote, Ritilin would be safer, because constant admistration of Amphetamine can cause dopamine and serotonin degrugulation. Even when taking a presibed dose, say 30mg daily, or 45 (current dose i'm on) but its a spansule, so it releases 22.5 on intake, and slowly releases the rest of the 22.5 in plasma levels.
Dextroamphetamine increases my mathematical skills, i see things that i dont usally see when i'm not on medication in math...and more logical thinking in general. But, still, i know it is the correct medication, the dose just needs to be matienced. I'll sit, and do math equations and read about nuclear science, at a slow level, but "learning" level, for hobby.
I believe i have more d2 receptors, because any dose, even 40mg staight itself, causes "mind stimualtion" but not "get up and do stuff" i can lay in bed and think about things of life, i've fallen asleep on amphetamine many times before.
So i'll leave it at that, but i also want to ask, Alprazolam with Dextoamphetamine is the most EFFECTIVE social anxiety combination there is.
Dexamyl (dextroamphetmaine 15mg/amobarbital 90mg) was given for social "inhibited" people, and also for depression, but it was removed because from what i read, it had no medical relevence.
Amobarbital is more old, and all around more sedating in alot aspects, Alprazolam only sedates certain parts of the brain that cause fear, and effects GABA diffrenly than the other benzodiapines. It is the "tri" benzodiapine. Secobarbital i believe was a "tri" barbiturate, but it much more sedating, and toxity is already been known for 50 years.
Anyways....i thought i would share this.
i enjoy writing what i think, and what i believe is true.
Peace>
rj
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