Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 3, 2008, at 21:12:31
In reply to Re: Feeling apathic on Dextroamphetamine - straight up » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on November 3, 2008, at 17:05:03
ugh.........do you people understand, i hate my life.
Before, even i started taking stimulants, i was miserable, i hated my childhood. I would rather just overdose on Secobarbital, whatever would make it goaway, so i could blow myself right up to heaven, because i am christain. But suffer severely with Attention Deficit Disorder, and depression, and these words of profecy just really made my day. Thank You West, Glydin....i dont know what to say, i just know that all my danm life people have looked down on me.
I HATE MY LIFE? YOU GET IT? i'm just typing at night.....i take it the morning, and when it wears off, it wears off. Bottem line. I do not attempt any of my past behavior's with d-amphetamine.You all just made my day, HAVE A WONDEFUL day tommorow.
be blessed, and know there is a person who hates there life so much, but wont end it. That's one danm tough person, besides my mother beat me down with words, and chaotic behavior.
The World does not Understand. I guess that always going to be like that.
i'm glad you feel better making me feel like absoutle gutter in NY.
rj
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