Posted by papeeteebooh on July 21, 2004, at 14:24:29
In reply to Re: Suicide looming large... » kittencat, posted by partlycloudy on July 17, 2004, at 11:31:01
I have a long history of feeling suicidal and made an attempt at hanging myself while a teenager. I do agree with Diana'e description. I too, am a cyclical person with ups and downs. Unforunately, when I am down, I have a selective memory and only remember everything that goes bad. In these times, it feels like only suicide makes sense and the rest is BS. But it is not. It passes. I am still struggling with this despite being on a shitload of meds but I do know that there are times when things are really well. I live for those times.
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