Posted by Alara on November 5, 2002, at 19:40:21
In reply to Re: THE WONDER DRUG THAT WORKED FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, posted by lilsis on November 5, 2002, at 7:55:42
> i only did it once again and never again. i just needed to be reminded what my goal was like to be without drugs
It is good to hear that you have finally had a taste of happiness after feeling so miserable for so long. But please, lilsis: Don't do it again. My boyfriend's friend is in a psychiatric hospital for the third time in the last two years in a severe psychotic state. When he's not presenting with psychosis, he lives life in a permanently depressed state. If he continues to do Es, alcohol and pot, he'll commit suicide in the end. It's a feeling that we all get.I really understand the frustration of feeling so bad most of the time that you need to self-medicate yourself with something that really `hits' you. I have often done this with alcohol. My boyfriend medicates himself with pot and his mood swings are frightening. Trust me, you won't be doing yourself any favours in the end by using recreational drugs.
Keep fighting; keep smiling. Search with your doctor to find the right medication. Look at your diet and lifestyle. You say that you used to be a model and that it's important for you to feel good about the way you look. Exercise and a healthy lifestyle will help tremendously with that. Get out into the fresh air and build up a sense of personal power with exercise that you enjoy. Laugh every day. Smile.
Good luck, lilsis, and keep writing. :-)
Alara
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