Posted by Chloe on August 7, 2002, at 17:38:46
In reply to Re: Not so well, ECT consult soonChloe, posted by jaby on August 7, 2002, at 9:58:22
Thanks everyone for you kind words of support. I am not really afraid of ECT. I just wasn't sure I was "depressed enough."
The doc was very evasive with most of my questions. I kept asking him, am I a good candidate for this???? He would hesitate and say well you have been depressed/agitated so long, over 25 years. So I am not sure you are going to have a great outcome. He said if I had this resistant depression for six months, then he thought we should rush ahead I would probably have great results. Now that is not really a great endorse me for my case NOW.
I can't take AP's which I really need, so he suggested a drug in canada that is supposed to help with TD. Has anyone heard of Cyclobenzine? He said it might stop my tongue movements enough so I could take an atypical AP...thoughts anyone??
Lastly, he mentioned that I might want to add thyroid hormone to see if that helps. But again, he wasn't sure if that would help, since I have tried so many things without success.
I didn't get a really positive feeling about the whole thing. I feel so fragile, and unable to cope with stress and it was the LONGEST meeting. Because we were sitting outside the ECT suite and every 20 minutes or so, he got called alway to "shock" the next patient. While I waited for 10 minutes in this freezing, empty room with nothing to do but stare into the pasty walls intil he reemerged in 10 minutes or so. My appointment was at 11:30am, and I didn't get to leave til 1:45p. But the time was all chopped up and got confusing with him being needed in the other room frequently...
So he was double billing. He was charging me for a session and getting paid to give each ECT at the same time. I just don't know. I am in alot of pain and keep cycling from agitated suicidal depression to pathetic depression to having hours or a day with no suicidal thoughts. Maybe this is not the way to go. I am more confused than ever. I really wish he would have answered my question if it helped people with agitated depression and cycling!!!Any input would be most appreciated.
Chloe
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