Posted by NikkiT on May 27, 2000, at 14:06:26
In reply to Re: Tina, Noa and last night, posted by Jennifer on May 27, 2000, at 12:18:54
I've only taken one serzone so far, and that was about 9:30pm last night. this will carry on for a week, when I will take on am and pm.
Had a very bad day, feel very sick, very dizzy, nearly fainting, so terribly tired, and now, at 8pm, so so scared I'll be spending yet another night like the last two. I cannot face that, but I don't know what I can do.
At least it's saturday, so I can drink myself to sleep!! But I'm also too scared to stay in bed longer, incase it affects the next nights sleep, plus, these dreams are so intense and so disturbing.
Tina - I don't actually get any psychotherapy. My pdoc deals just with the drugs it seems,a nd not any talking. Asked if I could get some therapy, and he said that it's not really something he arranges, and that my stress management classes in July will solve everything anyway.
So, I go onto my regular chat site (been chatting there for 3+ years, and actually met my husband there!!), stupidly opened upto someone, and now one of the b******s there has copied these posts I made, and is using them to wage a war against me, and telling everyone how metally ill I am, what a nutter I am, and whe I ever I argue my case, he is twisting everything saying I'm simply taking my metal illness out on him, and that I should not be listened to due to the fact I am "mad".
and now, my new little nephew is in the special care unit really poorely...
My head hurts!
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