Posted by Tina1 on May 26, 2000, at 11:19:31
In reply to Re: Tina, Noa and last night, posted by z on May 26, 2000, at 9:04:26
You know what? My main problem is the fact that I feel trapped. No matter what the situation, I can''t seem to let go of that. I know that I won't commit suicide even though I think about it because I'm too afraid to die. I am also, however, afraid to live. When I get like this I find myself wanting to do crazy things like skydiving or drag racing but I am always to afraid. I'm trapped in my fear and don't know how to get out. Meds might take away the panic attacks but they do nothing for the real fear of everything. I'm just kinda depressed today, feeling hopeless. I can't use suicide as a way out because of the fear so I am trapped. Sometimes I think the brave thing to do would be to die but I can't even do that. Sorry, just rambling. I get way too philosophical sometimes. Nikki, I love ya and feel for you and Noa, you're about the bravest person I know. Thanks for always listening.
z, I know you're new here but you've got some really good ideas so far, keep 'em coming and thanks for caring.> nikki and tina,
>
> z here. it seems like i'm asking this a lot lately
> but have you tried paroxetine? i just told kelly
> that i went through a time of death ideation and
> paroxetine really brought me out of it!
>
> all the best,
> z
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