Posted by liliths on December 8, 2006, at 12:30:06
In reply to Re: UPDATE lilith, posted by polarbear206 on December 8, 2006, at 10:04:32
hi polarbear
I feel like I should have said a bit more. The Health Law attorneys really made it sound hopeless, though they did state I may have a descrimination case and to seek the advice of an atty versed in Employment Law.
But it hit REALLY hard to think that there's nothing I can do regarding this upcoming hearing. That my choices are to either agree to PRN's terms or not, in which case the Board will deny me my license. That they are so unwillng to hear other opinions and rely entirely on PRN's recommendations floored me. I was all ready to do battle... stupid me
it is a consolation to think I may have a shot at getting it back afterwards but it really sucks to think that if I want my license now, I have to play 'good little girl' and comply
yea, it has me feeling pretty defeated. I do want to just give up on everything but know I'll get my fight back - I'm angry enough to have that to use as fuel and I really believe they shouldn't be allowed to do this to people
though they are... that I have no real rights is a sad statement about this country. And that I should never have been honest is even sadder. I could kick myself for believing in what's right instead of what's real. You can't imagine how angry I am at myself for having been foolish enough - yet I didn't want to live with a lie either... guess I'm screwed regardless though I know getting angry with myself is misplaced and better used being angry with the system
ok... enough ranting... I was ashamed of admitting that I'm sitting on my pity-pot instead of immediately being galvanized into action... sigh
thanks for listening
namaste,
lilith
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