Posted by AuntieMel on November 8, 2005, at 8:53:39
In reply to Re: Non-12 Step » Reggie BoStar, posted by verne on November 6, 2005, at 23:05:41
Kicking addiction is difficult in the best of circumstances - mainly having a huge support system.
The fact that you made 90+ days alone is a miracle indeed!
Maybe you could find an AA "speaker's meeting" where you go to listen to someone else talk about their experiences. It means going out, but at least you wouldn't be called on to "share."
And don't forget that even if you *are* called on you don't have to say anything. Just say you're there to listen.
I fully understand the social anxiety. I've got a huge case of it myself. If I had VA benefits I wouldn't leave the house much either. Maybe it's a disguised blessing that I have to make a living.
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