Posted by alexandra_k on January 3, 2005, at 17:45:49
In reply to Re: For the good of HUMANITY. Nothing is for sale here, posted by Faradism.net on January 2, 2005, at 23:38:29
>Some people don't like themselves so they make someone up.
I am afraid that I do this too. It is a weakness of mine :-) But I try to behave in a caring manner though sometimes even that goes out the window for me... I used to have a major problem with Speed, LSD, magic mushrooms, cannibus, benzo's... Well, you name it really. Whatever I could get my hands on. A combo of LSD speed and cannibus for preference though I suppose...
I went through rehabs but no luck. Kicked out for using. I went through AA and NA but no luck, just kept on using. I went back to university and for me that was enough to keep me clean. When it came to choosing between doing my work / going to class or getting high then university won for me every time. I have no idea why my priorities are organised that way. I don't think that strategy would work for everyone. I am lucky I suppose. I still use occasionally. Go on the occasional bender. But varsity is there for me at the end of the day. It is that that keeps me clean.
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