Posted by Gabbette on June 19, 2008, at 17:26:33
In reply to Re: Going under » Tabitha, posted by zenhussy on June 18, 2008, at 8:34:58
**Much to be said for endurance around these parts**
So true, it's always reassuring to see an old friend show up.
Although, it would be nice if circumstances were better.
Tabitha, I don't know what to say. That feeling is the only one that I find .. makes me wonder if the only way to get through it is the hospital.
For me it' s like I'm e caught in the jaws of some animal that's dragging me around and flinging me against the wall, and no matter what logic, or self talk I do, I just have to ride it out.Or have people tell me about their decorating for hallowe'en.
I was kind of disturbed when I mentioned how nice that was of you, and you apologized for talking about "such mundane things" when I was going through hell. I'd asked you to do that, that was what was so wonderful, they didn't seem mundane, they seems like life, and really beautiful.
I'm tempted to find that instant insult to yourself symbolic. But I won't go on..
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