Posted by Rjlockhart on October 9, 2006, at 20:28:09 [reposted on October 9, 2006, at 21:43:13 | original URL]
In reply to How about a mental exercise? » Rjlockhart, posted by Racer on October 9, 2006, at 19:29:12
Ok, racer, i know for a fact that my mom will always say no and there is nothing i can do about it. The thing is, do i have the guts to overide her will, which if she finds out its going to be turmoil, she will call the doctor herself and say he is addicted.
2nd of all BOTH my 2 therpists have said you dont have a problem with dexedrine to the point of substance abuse, but they recommended that my mom lock it up, which she already did but she will still not take the recomendation. She says amphetamines are from hell. Its her that is really leaning on this.
I can only say now that im on my own, on medication. As I already said before, this would be breaking the chain, i would get a full time job, try to move out with my own medicare plan. Not hers. So she wont have any control over it. EVEN thought i should be able to see the doctor on my own.
She hates psychobabble, becasue she thinks this is a drug website, she has reacted to many posts that where helpful and said dont ever post back again.
I feel im, im superstitious, i love my mom, i dont want to hurt her but, i dont want this to back fire on me, im praying to god to do something, but im going to have to take action. What is best for me now, i need to break the chains.
I also DID talk to a actual Marine, and he told me to talk to him before you go to the recruiters. He is in my socoiology class. He's been to asia, alot of places, he's in reserve right now.
I dont know if im going to pursue that.
But thats for the advice.
Well taken.
Matt
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