Posted by Angel Girl on December 29, 2004, at 12:17:27
In reply to Re: Who are you???? » Angel Girl, posted by trucker on December 29, 2004, at 11:44:53
> i feel i belong too here. even if i get in trouble from time to time. my shoes are hard to walk in. raped at three and beating for it afterwoards, by my mommy why? "because i asked for it" because at three i still needed help getting dressed etc... i got thing on inside out, backwards, etcc. and needed help. momma would allow this baby raper to baby sit us (my sister and i) while she went god knows where and we had to fend for ourselves. then she would come home before dad did and ripe our pants down and look at our bottoms and if they were irritated in the slightest, she would beat us and tell us it was our own fault. and this is a older relative. now our butts could have been irritated from not washing well, not rincing well, poor fitting clothes, or we could have been raped. and she would beat us. i understand the things you are going thru, cause i was going thru the blank spots, until my baby was born dead then everything came back to haunt me. not only did i have a dead baby to deal with but rape, sexaul abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse, etc..
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> my self i am glad i not them.. they have to stand before the LORD THY GOD one day and they will recieve what they have coming if they don't repent.
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> trucker
>trucker
No one should have to endure all that you did. What person in their right mind blames a 3 yr old for rape? I just don't get people. How could she turn her back on her 3 yr old daughter and defend this horrible man who tries to pass himself off as a *human being*. I know that this scenerio is all too common but for the life of me, I'll never understand it.
I'm sooooo sorry that you've had to endure so much horror in your life and then for your baby to be born dead. I can't even imagine having to deal with that. HUGS!!!!
You're right, THEY will have to answer to our Heavenly Father for their sins and then THEY will get their punishment.
My heart goes out to you. I wish I could be there with you just to hold you and give you a big hug and tell you that you're not alone and there are people who love you, care for you and want your life to be happy. I wish I could make your past go away but that's not possible. All I can do is love you, support you, listen to your cries and send you cyber hugs from afar. I hope you can feel them. {{{{{{{{trucker}}}}}}}
AG
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