Posted by Angel Girl on December 29, 2004, at 11:24:08
In reply to Re: Who are you????, posted by trucker on December 28, 2004, at 18:26:55
> i'm sorry that it has to be that way.. i wish things were easier for allof us.. i remember my family not wanting me to take the meds.. i could just snap out of it.. he he.. i was to the point of bad things. and they wanted me to not take meds and not have a T and for gods sake don't tell anyone about "IT" ya know the incest etc..
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> //////////////////////////////////////////////////////> Sorry, I can't say my real name on here in fear of somebody I know discovering my identity. I'd like to remain anonymous. I'm even going to change my name on here because I think it is too revealing.
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People like that irritate me. They obviously need an education on what depression really is. Do they really think that any of us would be here if we could *snap out of it*? I too am dealing with a history of incest, attempted rape as a child and emotional and verbal abuse as an adult. Some people that know me, don't know about everything, others do. I've blocked out 5 years of my life that I can't remember. Sometimes I think this is a good thing. I can't even handle the things I do remember, I don't want to remember the things I don't. My family is *ok* with me, as far as my meds are concerned but they have a hard time dealing with the constant mood changes and I get absolutely no support from my 27 yr old son.I think that's why we come here. We're pretty sure that we'll get the understanding and support that we can't/don't get IRL, at least that's why I come here. Of course, this is the only place I feel like I *fit in*. I feel like an alien IRL, like there is nowhere I belong. There's a whole world out there but it's foreign to me; there's no place for me in it. Here, I feel comfortable.
AG
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