Posted by Raindancer on August 26, 2004, at 17:33:02
In reply to B2, posted by Scott in Vermont on August 26, 2004, at 15:42:35
I'm really glad you redirected yourself here although you belong in Writing too as you do it so well. I want to thank you for pointing me in the only direction I can go from where I am at the moment - living a few hours at a time. As you say eventually something will happen.
You say you don't want help and I can understand why - your post shows you to be a strong and powerful individual with a tremendous amount of self awareness and a talent for words. I'm puzzled though, how you can think of yourself as a loser. Are we in some kind of race? You come across as such a creative thinker that you must surely know that success and failure are only words and have no relevance in the scheme of things.
O.K. it's not great battling through each day, but there are small pointers of light and one of these for me has been this board and being able to meet people at greater depth than might be possible in the 'real world'. Reading your post I felt humbled. You are feeling like hell yet you go about your life getting things done and sorted and then see the humour in it all. All I can say is that this crazy world needs you pretty badly as i did today. I was glad of your presence and felt less alone. Thank you.Raindancer
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